Archive for November, 2007

to like…to love…and to marry….sum1????

Friday, November 23rd, 2007

to like….to love and to marry "mr.R" ….is there such thing…??? I mean "mr.R"?….i dun think so…. i found one…I tot he was the so-called mr.R…but, he wasn’t..so, is there really any…now, i kinda stuck between to like sum1 or to just marry a person and love the person later..I guess, the feeling (love or like) can come later… now, I have reached the stage where I dun think any of dat matters…dunno wheter I really care about finding sum1 to be loved or any thing like it…. I just dun care anymore…. I just make frens with ppl and let God do the rest of the matching job….heheee…

blank n blur…

Wednesday, November 21st, 2007

its been a verry long time since d last time i wrote sumthin on this blog site…I dunno y, i luv to write, luv to monologue, but, sumhow, i’m pretty lazy to go into dis blog site…but, I guess, I just need to, sumtimes…

well, ders no specific title 2day….everytime i’m tryna write sumthin down, it feels like everythin is flowin into my so-called "black-box" by the "behaviourist theory"…hahaha..pretty confusin rite???…dat’s wut my course is feeding me….various kind of brain theories…

humans …. too many theories are developed to solve the mystery behind the word "humans "…..but, still, no way those theories can tell exactly what humans are….

however, dat’s not the real reason i’m here, in this blog site 2day,  ..

not to talk about brain theories or any human theories… 2day I just feel like typin out sumthin… dat has been hiding in my 2kg brain… arggghhh…wut is it dat I wanna write…my goodness…!!! I’m lost now…!!!…ok2.. i’m back on track….. lately, i’m kinda lost… I suddenly dunno where’s it dat I’m heading to…. my mind is staggered around…gotta put everythin back in place….tho I know wut I wanna b, or who I wanna be…but, few questions arose "am I eligible enuf to be in dat line?", "am I capable?"….. I dun hv the "gifted" brain….I’m no good in math….tho I like it… I just know dat I’m very passionate when it comes to programming… I’ve been in loved with it for so long…… but, am I capable enuf…dat’s the question…. yah..mebbe my passion shows whenever I’m doin or learning this thing……..oh God….helpless btol aku…tapi I keep on tryin…. no "give up" word in my semantic dictionary….. I made up my mind, to keep on workin n tryin to be able to work as an Artificial intelligence programmer… may Allah help me and guide me along the way…..Insya-Allah